there is hope for us

ehhh

2007-02-09T23:49:26Z

back to school.
ALREADY SICK.
someone come let all the pressure out of my head.

heres what ive been up to lately.

PE at sigma chi: aka, go to a party like youre going to the gym.

catching MO's all over

love love love.

ruining things.

bf.

standard.

nipple. hfdlkas;jfkdlsafldas.

cougar time, baby.

finals week

2006-12-12T08:57:08Z

panic attacks
are really scary.

xanax = not allowed any caffeine

my life is a mess

2006-09-07T20:27:28Z

skipped three classes today due to chronic hangover.
my life is in shambles fhdslajfkdlsajfkdlas;

blahh.
this is what ive been upto.

omars black.

2006-05-16T09:27:30Z

im in the library.
RIGHT NOW.

feel bad for me.
is anyone out there?!!!!

i love....

2006-04-22T16:44:45Z

brian..
he is the best!!

tehehe...

its been awhile.

2006-03-14T09:54:38Z

i loved you guenevere. i loved you guenevere.

not to do one of those entries.
but i've heavily reflected on my current situation.
&i have decided that being in my actual home
is slowly driving me insane.

but im so thankful for my friends.
cause they keep me grounded.

brian, youre a pain in the ass.

2006-02-19T02:05:57Z

&here they are.

..heres to ornamentals?

heyyy BROOOOOCYYY!

i didn't red eye these ones..

no, but seriously.

i didn't rotate them either.

weird smile.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
BRIAN PEED HIS PANTS.

yup.

love love love.

for some reason the foot in this one. makes it look more GAY.

1, 2, BANANAS.

way-sted.

</lj>

end of story.
the wyndham was sweet.
dans a jedi.
brian presses ALL the buttons in elevators.
&im a fucking mascot ornamental.
good weekend.
happy birthday dan, round 7349280890321

invasion

2006-01-31T21:00:36Z

of sd.
dpap &embod came.
got squirrrrrley with me.

ew normal smiles.

first of many leish &dan pics.

love.

omie's eye.

...drunk.

azn.

okkk.

dan makes this sooo amazing.

someone had the great idea of playing with profilactics

teammm doooooddd.

metal.

cool d00dz.

spencers so party he sleeps on beer.

pretty much in the end;
we're all br000cys.

i need to crash more classes...

2006-01-21T23:00:40Z

fuck.

welp.
heres some debauchery
from the weekend...

thats it for now.
my classes are awesome.
except my teachers dont speak english.
...whyyyyy.

job opportunities?
eek. stay tuned.
drunk tonight.
hate life tomorrow.

----
edittt:
in all those pictures.
my mouth is open.
...just too ecstatic i suppose.
see my fillings?

i officially hate...

2006-01-13T20:49:50Z

SOPHOMORE REGISTRATION

sweeet.
18 units of fag.
well. 15.
&then 3 at grossmont.
thanks journalism 220.

welp.
off to lunch.
then work.
ps. going away party for me on sunday.
bahahskdljfkld;asjk;

&im famous.

wes did it for me.
heehehehhehee
so creepass laugh.

hey.

2006-01-12T10:22:27Z

its been awhile.
im still alive thanks.

putting in full fuckin time.
at old freakin' navy.
save your jokes.
ive heard all the performance fleece jokes i can handle.

i love my friends.
& i miss san diego.
that is all.

yup yup yup.

2005-12-20T12:51:08Z

its my biiirrrtthhhdayyyy.
whooo hooooooooo.

um.
its 5 am.
& im studying for finals.
so i hate my birthday.
kthnx.

ps. jefffy ebff. of course i'll comment you back. personal shoutoutzz!!!1!!

blah blah blah.

2005-12-12T04:37:44Z

finals week is on the brink
(brink! great movie!)

welcome to cracked out...
chain smoking...
pissed off...
anxious...
myspace cut off...
living in the library...
bitching....
lame ass leisha.

sweeeeeeeet.
my birthday is on the 20th.
what up the big 1-9.
too bad i have finals.
so.
i guess my birthday present
is being pissed off &going home to tmec.
ewwwwwww.
give me your pity.
<333

my tummys rumbling.

2005-12-01T13:54:50Z

its uh.
5:51 am.

i just finished a paper.
its 400 words too long.
do you ever go outside.
when its really late
slash really early.
&just look out into the fog.
&all the am dew.
&smoke a ciggarette.
listen to the leaves crackle.
&imagine,
the lights are gone.
the cars aren't there.
the grass is uncut.
that someday
the earth was rounder
the air was cleaner
the am was denser
&that it was uninhabited.

i like to listen to the leaves crack.
the dying of the trees.
makes me feel nostalgic.
go outside &smoke a ciggarette.
enjoy the crisp air.
i feel like the first.
&the last.
&its kind of philosophical.
or maybe its the amp talking.
i dont know. slight paranoia will do it for you.

slow your movemnts
&please dance with me
im all left feet
but i love your french cologne.

mmhmm.

2005-11-22T09:32:00Z

why is it
that facebook wants to be myspace.
myspace wants to be facebook.
&lj wants become a culmination of all of them?

its 1:30.
my room is a mess.
i leave wednesday to go home.
in the past week
i have slept all of 9 hours.
i might take up speed.
it'll make the time pass.
got a c on stats midterm
(very pissed. beat the curve. &above the avg?)
got an a on bio midterm
stayed up all night for it.
set the curve.
got a c on astronomy midterm
was the average.
middle of the curve.
contemplating suicide,
because this semester has killed me.
hoping for no course forgiveness next semester.

got too drunk this weekend.
ended up passing out
in the comfort of bed.
had a talk with boy.
came out... content.
contemplating becoming a hermit.
because its more self satisfying.
half a pack down.
a weekend &a half
of no smoking.
thanksgiving should be ok.
im broke as hell.
i need a job.
but i need a car first.
cant wait til my birthday.
so i finally have something important to say.
i keep saying im going to post pics.
but i definitely wont.
need a survey to do.
&some signifigance in my schedule.
because right now...
sleep isn't coming.
&thats all i wanna do.

i have sufficiently rambled.
&i kind of feel better.
ipod random is great to me.
&i think im going to lurk myspace.
goodnight < 3

wtf with jovial planets.

2005-11-18T11:01:30Z

status as of 3am:
completely cracked out
two energy drinks
1 brand new pack of ciggs.
adderall.
full battery on ipod.
carpel tunnels from writing.
bag of ranch sunflower seeds.
3 chapters of astronomy left to read &outline.

9 hours til the astronomy final.
5 days til thanksgiving break.
1 day til blackout.
whats the deal.
how is everyone.
i hate temecula.
i love my best friends
(kendra, that includes you of course).
& i'll put up pics soon.
cause nobody reads this shit
unless i post something that isn't me rambling.

by the way
im pissed myspace is down.
im cravin a survey.
ew im a fag.
kthnx. byeeeee!!!!!!!11!

ps. by the way,
i love jeffy
cause he totally reads my unentertaining rambling bullshit
&posts html smilies < 3

meltdown.

2005-11-15T12:02:58Z

myspace is trying to be like facebook.
facebook is trying to be like myspace.
lj is trying to be like facebook?

everything is changing.
its freaking me out.
by the way its 4 am.
i have a midterm on wednesday.
&on friday.

so hello adderall
&goodbye sleep.
its been great knowing you
im officially the late night lurker.
sweet.

ew i hate you halloween.

2005-10-31T09:53:21Z

ok so halloween was this weekend.
&even though it sucked supremely,
im gonna post pics
cause i loved my costume.

myyspaceeee.

the finished project.

roommates.

kissy.

sorority.

fan action.

makeout!.

the worst part of halloween? fucking spider webs.

stay tuned for part II.
&shoutout to t3h homi3
my newest lj friend
<333

best_intention @ 2005-10-27T23:28:00

2005-10-28T06:29:49Z

so basically.
monday is halloween.
which means this weekend
is slut central.
im stoked on it.
bahahahahah.
im going to be a fairy.
shut up i know its gay.
....literally?

however.
my REAL halloween endeavors.
i really wanna be.....

its too hard to explain.
i couldn't find a youth girls hello kitty shirt at target
which means my halloween costume of being "REALLY ASIAN"
wont work out.
back to the blue prints.

insomnia.

2005-10-26T09:52:55Z

... i really miss you.

theeeeeeeeseeee words are my own.

2005-09-26T02:46:14Z

from my heaaaaaaartttt flooowwww.
143143143

my neighbor is having sex right now.
&im going to throw up.

sweet update.
laaaaaaaater.
< 143.

im bored as hell.

2005-09-19T09:53:38Z

so its been awhile.
ive been busy as hell.
my camera sucks.
i still need to study.
its 2:50 at night.
&myspace is down.

so since it has been forever,
i needed to update with something shitty to piss everyone off.
so i finally found out how to do
xbro step the moshx
bahahahaha. duh. im a south park character. fully equipped with children of bodom shirt &light saber. (kendra larkin please note the askjfdlas;jSNOOBA) shoutoutzzz..

k now that everyones pissed.
bahahha.
goodnight bitches.
<3

you will be loved.

2005-09-03T21:17:37Z

got my phone stolen last night.
well thats fucking great.
i need a new one.

crap.

aside from the fact that my parents are PISSED AT ME.
im going to the game today.
should be exciting.

in love with the new death cab.
thats all for now.

boooooredd.

2005-09-01T06:54:30Z

its 11:30.
wednesday pm.
today was the first day of schooooool.
political science 102: lame class.
creative writing 280: i dont know anybody in it. but i cant wait.
statistics 119: kill me.

tomorrow:
crash geological sciences 104.
bio 100.
than 3 hrs of bio 100 lab.

it better not be as awkward as it was today.
but it was beautiful seeing everyone again.
then again,
TOMORROW IS THURSDAY.
the best party night of the week.
im getting a special visitor.
&everyone will be hanging out.
lets get social. duhh.

&as for right now,
my two hot roommates are out.
having boys for the night.
awww. sad me.
whatev.

1. brian.
2. kendra.
3. jeffy.
4. brooke.
5. aubs.
6. elyse.
7. oooh myself.
8. wes.
9. shane.
10. dan.

What if number 7 wore a fuzzy cheetah thong? hahah. stop. who said i already wasn't wearing it.
What if number 2 was your secret lover? not so secret lover.
What if number 3 said you suck? than i'd disown him on the internet. &that wouldn't be so great.
What if number 9 had a penis? what if indeed.
What if number 4 & 6 were your parents? i'd probably be a better person.
What if number 5 died in a tragic accident ? her car blew up two days ago. not so good ironic.
What if number 10 and you had kids? what if we didn't already have diabetic asians with good hair running around listening to soilwork?
What if number 1 was a cross dresser? hes got some fine ass chicken legs.
What if number 8 wrote something very rude about you on the internet? he wouldn't; myspace is MY turf. &i have homefield advantage. bahha.
What kind of music does number 7 listen to? soft post emo indie hardxcore. hahaha. whaa.
What is number 2's favorite band? apparently disco. that or NOW! vol.1.
What kind of underwear do you think 3 is wearing? creep.
What if number 9 owned a bra? it would have wine stains on it.
What if number 4 professed their undying love to you? we're in a relationship on facebook.
What if number 6 murdered you? she wouldn't they dont make designer guns.
What is number 10 doing right now? running with bocheeezits.
Does number 5 have a crush on you? yes.
Have number 1 ever violated you? charging my roommates castle on his steed, m'lady.

Name a random fact about number 1. hes deathly in love with fall out boy &likes to smoke ciggarettes at 4 am with good company of course.
name a random fact about number 3. he likes to send drunk text messages, be a creeper on myspace, &has a dorky econ prof.
name a random fact about number 4. talks in her sleep.
name a random fact about number 2. has a soft spot for catchy pop hooks of the 90's, loves the color purple &used to make fun of me for having an lj.
name a random fact about number 7. i love to sing &dance around in my room with my ipod in my boy underwear.
name a random fact about number 8. got him addicted to his new myspace &got his ex girlfriend to hate me for it.
name a random fact about number 5. she makes obsessive compulsive lists about everything &leaves them all around the room.
name a random fact about number 6. she blacks out when she drinks hard alcohol &smokes prime times like a fiend.
name a random fact about number 9. one night we went out &listened to charles bukowski on cd drove around temecula &drank coffee whilst making fun of texas looseys &was the best night ever.
name a random fact about number 10. he gets drunk &makes fun of everyone to their face &still makes friends with them cause hes an amazing drunk [who loves diet coke with lime + hot peanuts].

ok.
that took forever.
im going to bed.
< 143.

updateupdateupdate

2005-08-26T10:39:34Z

ok ok ok ok ok.
lets seeee.
last night.
instead of packing.
i decided to use my sweet ass id.
&buy 40 bottles of the silver bullet.
got drunk at treys.
chainsmoked like crazy.
every thing reeks of ciggss. ewwww.
made best friends with random kids.
who might be coming to see me on saturday?
woke up the next am.
by my father.
at six. am.
ouch. hangover.

did five runs to the storage locker.
loaded &unloaded.
the sun was beating on my face.
&my stomach felt like a washing machine.
have been trying to pack all day.
bought a dresser drawer set.
bought a desk + chair.
bought a new bed at ikea
[damn smart swedes].

by the way,
i should have packed a week ago.
its 3:40 am.
im almost done.
i had to get my fix.
oh &sweet.
i have to wake up at 8 am.
move into my apt.
try to set up my cable.
&assemble all my furniture.

this girl wont be happy.
until she drinks that tequila she bought today.
when a new guy decided to work a day shift &rancho liquor,
&tried to almost refuse to give me alcohol
[how dare he].

this is getting long.
oh by the way.
as if i didn't have enough time.
i went to irvine with my parents.
&saw the backstreet boys.
&yeah, they were good.
&yeah, i was in fifth grade again tonight.
singing along to 'quit playin' games with my heart'.
bahahahahah.

got a chain of cute text messages from you know who.
&that makes me kinda happy too.
awwww im a definite fifth grader.
giddy like a terrible little wench.

seeeeee you bitches in san diego.
of course, im stressed.
but i love my newwwww life.
< 3

ps. brianosaurus move in? definite good move for the myspace career. bahahahaha.